Dear, Diary.

Is that wrong to be miss someone who will not able to be standing beside us anymore? Is that wrong to be miss someone who have had a girl friend? Why did i ask that? Because i feel it now. I miss someone who ever stand here, beside me. Who ever gave his time for me, his shoulder when i was crying. Who always listen my problem, my bored story and still keep our friendship when i was yelling at him. Who is the only one being my moodbooster. The day which full of storm can be different in my live because he's around me. And the day which full of sunshine can be different when i was jealous with him because of his girls. The day which full of snow can be so warm when he whispered and explained that everything will be ok. But now, nothing will be ok. OMG, i'm in love with him. Who is magicly change my life 75% be better. And now, i know i have lost him. Allah, please take care of him. Help me to pretending world that i have not love him anymore. Help me to pretending world i have erase him from my heart. I know that he is happy now. ;)