Jumat, 14 Maret 2014

The Strange One

I'm sorry if i'm the strange one. Sometimes i made a distance or like no talking.
Sometimes maybe you think you don't need me by your side. Like if i'm gone, it's okay.
Maybe it's my problem. I think i always care too much even i don't show it at all.
And maybe i'm the most strange person you all ever met.
You know when i'm happy i don't say it. I just acted a little bit different like i like it.
When i'm sad, upset, afraid or anything kind of that, i never show it. I always do that things.
I didn't expect anybody mention it or asking me what's wrong with me. 
But at last i just hope they don't leave me behind. 
When they need me, i always try my best for them. But even i was kind of drowned, no one knew it.
But you know... Maybe i love them that much or care too much... 
But even they're sad, i could knew it just by looking at their eyes. 
I hope i could have a better life. Because all i do is just trying to hang on, and try my best. I will not make my mom upset and i will make my bright success happily future life. 
But sometimes i feel like tired... so much.