Aku Tidak Mau Jadi Sama Menyesalnya

Hai kawan, taukah kamu arti makna lagu satu jam saja yang di buat Charlie ST 12? Taukah kamu mengapa lagu itu di ciptakan? Taukah kamu diperuntuksiapakan lagu itu? Banyak orang yang menilai lagu itu menyentuh bukan? Mengapa? Karena lagu itu di buat atas dasar kenyataan.

Aku tidak mau jadi sama menyesalnya dengan orang yang membuat lagu 'Satu Jam Saja'
taukah kalian apa arti dari kalimat yang aku buat tersebut? Bukan menyesal karena sangat cepat mencintai seseorang 'Satu jam saja ku telah bisa, sayangi kamu'. Bagiku, menyayangi seseorang itu bukan semudah membalik telapak tangan. Bagiku, perasaan nyaman dan sayang itu berbeda. Sama seperti aku membatasi status seseorang dengan 'teman', 'kawan', dan 'sahabat'. Seperti kata pepatah, semakin mudah kau mendapatkannya, ada waktu dimana kamu akan kehilangannya semudah kamu mendapatkannya.

Aku tidak mau jadi sama menyesalnya dengan orang yang membuat lagu 'Satu Jam Saja'
Berarti aku tidak mau sama menyesalnya kehilangan orang orang yang aku sayang dan kenyataannya selama hidupku, aku banyak mengabaikannya. Aku memang memilih, tetapi yakinlah bahwa setiap orang yang aku pilih untuk masuk ke dalam hidupku, takkan pernah aku sia-siakan dan aku abaikan (dalam batas normal), sekalipun mereka berlaku demikian kepadaku. Terkadang aku berpikir bahwa untuk apa aku memikirkan mereka? apa mereka memikirkanku juga? untuk apa aku peduli(dalam batas wajar) dengan mereka? apa mereka peduli padaku?
Aku tidak mau menyesal kawan. Yang aku mau aku dan orang orang yang ada di hidupku bahagia. Sakit memang mengetahui bahwa kepedulianku di tidak pedulikan, mereka juga sering mengacuhkanku, bahkan aku belum menemukan seseorang yang ada di sampingku di sulitku. Tapi tak apa, mereka yang aku pilih, itu berarti aku sayang sama mereka. :)

It Never Will be The Same

It never will be the same. Yang aku tau, ada sesuatu yang bergejolak dalam hatiku. mendamba sesuatu yang sama akan terulang kembali. ketika kamu mengerti dimana aku berpijak, jalan mana yang telah ku lalui, kemana tujuan kedua kakiku melangkah. Ketika kamu tidak keberatan menyediakan pundakmu sebagai pangkuan untukku menangis. Aku tidak pernah menuntut untuk kamu melakukannya. entah hantu apa yang telah merasukimu sehingga kau melakukan banyak hal yang selalu membekas di hatiku. Sekarang aku dapat melihatmu. di ujung sana yang semakin lama semakin jelas, bahwa aku takkan pernah bisa di tempat, dimana kamu berpijak. dimana pandanganmu berkilat menandakan kamu mencita citakan hal-hal yang tak terduga.

It never will be the same. Bergelut dengan pikiran sendiri. Entah apa yang sebenarnya telah merasuki pikirku dan membuatnya di bicarakan di sana. terkadang sang angel menang, tetapi bukan berarti sekarang sang devil kalah. Sudah ku buka mata dan kusadari perlahan cahaya mentari menerobos masuk. namun tak bisa ku tolak bahwa aku melakukan sesuatu yang tak seharusnya ku lakukan. Adakah ketulusan yang mendasari itu semua? atau hanya sang devil memenangkan jalan pikiran sang pelaku?

It never will be the same. All that i know is i miss the old you badly.

By: Amigo Eigen Drizzle

This Way I will Whisper You...

So rare to find someone like you. somehow when you're around, the sky is always blue. the way we talk, the things you say. the way you make it all ok. and how you know all of my jokes, but you still laughing.

Sometimes what's real is something you cant see. believe, in all that can be a mirracle starts whenever you dream. believe, you're sing from your heart you'll see. your song a hold a key.

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn. that's (not) alright because i (dont) like the way it hurts. just gonna stand there and hear me cry. that's (not) alright because i (dont) like the way you lie. I cant tell you I cant tell you what it really is, i can only tell you what it feels like. And right now there's a steel knive in my windpipe.

Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano. All i know is i love you too much to walk away though

It dont matter what i do. i cant keep my hands off you. And it's driving me mad, i miss you so bad. and my heart heart heart is so jet lag.

Have you gone undercover? You were here, now you’re not. there’s something strange
Not the one I remember. Can you please explain, Did they wipe your brain? Is this gonna be forever?
Cause everything you say. Everything you do, is freaking me out, freaking me out~

I can fix all those lies. Oh baby, baby I run, but I'm running to you. You won't see me cry, I'm hiding inside. My heart is in pain but I'm smiling for you. Cause you can't deny, You've blown my mind. When I see you baby. I just don't wanna let go.When you're gonna stop breaking my heart. Don't let go...  Oh baby I've tried to make the things right, I need you more than air when I'm not with you, Please don't ask me why, My only dream is about you and I ♥

I think I've finally found a better place to start. But no one ever seems to understand. Could it be, your not that far? You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing. You're the missing piece I need, the song inside of me. You're the remedy I'm searching hard to find. To fix the puzzle that I see inside. Painting all my dreams the color of your smile. When I find you It'll be alright ♥
Been feeling lost, can't find the words to say, Spending all my time stuck in yesterday. Where you are is where I want to be. Oh next to you... and you next to me ☺

So why do I feel like it’s all just a show? You make me wanna shut it all down, Throw it all away,
Cause I’m nothing if I don’t have you. Because it’s all so clear, That I need you near,
And it’s all so clear, Now without you here, I’m the loser of the year.

 I never thought I'd need you there when I cry. And the days feel like years when I'm alone. When you walk away I count the steps that you take. I've never felt this way before. Everything that I do reminds me of you. Do you see how much I need you right now? When you're gone, The pieces of my heart are missing you. The face I came to know is missing too. When you're gone, The words I need to hear to always get me through, The day and make it ok. I miss you

Change the colors of the sky. And open up to. The ways you made me feel alive, The ways I loved you. For all the things that never died, To make it through the night, Love will find you. What if you’re making me all that I was meant to be, What if our love never went away, What if it’s lost behind words we could never find.

remember when i said i dont miss you, the truth is that I DO. i never stop thinking about you. and now it seems like forever i cant get you off my mind~

It's the way he fills my senses. It's the perfume that he wears. It's the way he's always smiling.
I feel I'm losing my defences. To the colour of his eyes. And every little piece of him is right. Just thinking about him. Takes me through the night. Every time we meet, The picture is complete. Like a miracle he's meant to be, he became the light inside of me. I knew it from the very start, he's the puzzle of my heart♥☺

All that time never even knowing. Just how blind I've been. And at last I see the light. And it's like the fog has lifted. All at once everything looks different , Now that I see you ♥☺

i cant tell or spell to you what about my feels. This way i whisper you that i'm sorry for, i love you.....♥

Listen this song, dear...

When you're gonna stop breaking my heart
I don't wanna be another one
Paying for the things I never done
Don't let go,
Don't let go
To my love.

I hate to see you cry
Your smile is a beautiful lie
I hate to see you cry
My love is dying inside

I can fix all those lies
Oh baby, baby I run, but I'm running to you
You won't see me cry, I'm hiding inside
My heart is in pain but I'm smiling for you

Can I get to your soul?
Can you get to my thought?
Can we promise we won't let go?
All the things that I need
All the things that you need
You can make it feel so real.

Cuz you can't deny
You've blown my mind
When I touch your body
I feel I'm loosing control
Cuz you can't deny
You've blown my mind
When I see you baby
I just don't wanna let go.

When you're gonna stop breaking my heart
Don't let go,
Don't let go
To my love.

I hate to see you cry, your smile is a beautiful lie

I hate to see you cry, my love is dying inside(x3)

I can fix all those lies
Oh baby, baby I run, but I'm running to you
You won't see me cry, I'm hiding inside
My heart is in pain but I'm smiling for you
Oh baby I've tried to make the things right,
I need you more than air when I'm not with you,
Please don't ask me why, just kiss me this time
My only dream is about you and I