Left and A Glory

Left

Do you know how's hard to give our trust to someone? For me, it's hard at all. I need to know who are they first, what their suppose to do, let them know me more, it's more than friendship. At last i know who they are, i'll give my trust to them. I don't easy to make a friendship either. Who they are is not important anymore if i feel so comfort when they're around me. No, he's and they're not perfect. He's and they're a human and they're all flawed. But he's and they're perfect to me, perfect for me and that's all that matters.

I trust him more than no one. I trust them, but however you reader know if a feeling like patience and trust, has got measurement. Yeah i know my words so complicated to understand. But what i want to say is i've been disappointed. The person who the most i trust don't want to be trusted anymore by me. Is it too complicated? For me, really did. That words just so easy spread out from his mouth like a baby throw his breakfast out, to me. He used to talk to me if he never say lie to me, but now take a look. Is that true? Darl, so close is never this far. Why do everyone who was chosen by me into my life always make which easy being so hard? Why there's a person who choose hard way if there's a easy choice? Of course it will be better. And Hey you have you heard a silence is girl's loudest cry?

I know that later or now, i'll be left eventually. But is that wrong if hope and pray if it won't happen to me? But i'll be so damn quite and act like it's fine when things fall apart, because one strength of a woman is the ability to hide her feelings. But a quote said that stop pretending you're alright because you're not. But is that work? How if what i'll tell make everything turns more difficult? Yeah, that's quote that i've heard was right. People will leave you, no exception. But Allah won't leave you, even if you're in the worst condition. But do you know what's worse than being left? It's being forgotten by the most important person in your life.

We used to be trust each other. We used to talk like best friends. We used to argue like ... (yeah you know what i mean). We used to play and make jokes like children. We used to discuss what's the matter like partner. And everything we used to be, has disappear, now. I don't know where it has been buried, but i know it's not gone yet. And the best thing i've known is who has buried it. Do you know that burying something can't be done by one person? as the same as dig it. Yeah it can be by one person, but the more thing needed is a attempt and a intention from who buried it or who will be burried by.

Read this quote carefully, 'Even if it was from klonning system, a desire of hunt and kill from a dinosaur from 2500 years ago never gone away'. A killer never be a good person, man. A liar never be an angel, man. A lion never be a cat that can be your pet. You can not trust a snake, man. Whoever you are, a phyton will still bite you. Just admit it, no one not using a mask now. But face it baby, there's a person who using mask but still has got good personality and there's a person who using mask but really do fake too. I believe Allah always with a person who love Allah too, Allah watch and hear us. Allah never leave us and will always help us.

Games will be played, hearts will be broken, tears will fall, people will change and fake things will be spread. In the end you'll see who's fake, who's true, and who will risk it all for you. Allah know the truth and will show it off. There's always a win for a sly person in the first time, but at least, Allah won't let a sly person being a winner. A Glory is deserve to a good and right person.

There may be a million things to smile about, but ℛɞȵ is definitely my favorite one♥

Tired

She Has Secrets You'll Never Know Or Understand.
She Appears So Strong On The Outside,
But On The Inside Her World Is Spinning Upside Down.
She's Smiling And Standing Tall to The Outta World.
She's Crying And Breaking Down In Her Inner World.

She Appears So Happy to Her Mates.
But Alone, She Shares Her Tears With Her Pillow.
She Knows Not to Get Her Hopes Up,
As They Always Come Crashing Down.
She has Heard It All Before & Felt It All.

She Trusts No One,
Because The People She Has,
Hurt Her & Leave Her.
She Believes No One,
Because The People She Has,
Lied & Betrayed Her.
So For Now She'll Keep to Her self & Pretend Everything Is Fine, When Everything Is Wrong.

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