Little Fire in The Candle

Little Fire in The Candle

I have lost since many days, weeks, months ago. Have you ever felt like butterfly is flying in your stomach? And then when your eyes get someone there, then your heart feel like warm more comfortable or kind of it? And every little things they do could make you smiling and laughing. That's i called with truly smile. I have lost my truly smile since someone took it, although he doesn't even know it. I have cried too for many times. Someone tell me that i've wasted my time too much. But i dont care at all and i never count it out. Do you know what? It's a little thing called love. Yeah, it's like a title of movie.

2 years ago I lost someone, my best friend, and maybe you can called me a little broken home girl. I lost them because i changed my school from Junior High School into Senior High School. I was scared. It's like i stucked in there by my self. I couldn't talk to anybody about that. Do you know? I really appreciate anyone who have came to my live, Everytime that i passed with them. I really believe in them and i do love them so much. Maybe that's why i always get hurt.

Then i moved to Senior High School, felt really weird, ah i'm not someone who easy to associate. I mean, i'm just make a friendship when i feel comfort and save or kind of it, with them. I need 4 weeks to enjoyed my self in that class. And i've got some problems with some girl because i like that guy. Uh, maybe like fans, that's all. In my hard times, there's some people who save me from inside and outside. I called them my best friend. Then i don't know when the first time i was in love with one of them. All i want to say is, thank you for saved me.

I don't want to lose the real you. I'm afraid to lose you. And if you feel lost now, take somebody to talk about it. Just let somebody know how do you feel and where are you lost. I told you to learn, but this's not what i intended. You're the best star i had ever met, found, have in my life. You can't be fall and i won't let you fall. You have got your own light. Yes, you're different from the others. You could light up your world by your own light. As the same as sun. Don't you realize that you could light up someone's world too? You light up my whole life untill now and i hope it endless. There's so many people love you. We'll here encourage you and so they do. So, don't be a faint light. Because you're my little fire in the candle.

Maybe you're in the wrong place. Maybe you're lost. Maybe we're all stuck in the maze. Maybe we're all need is a hug? Fix your problem or the problem will fix you. Anything i can do for this?

It's like little fire in the candle you know? do you know what i mean? You're my hope, inspiration, encouragement, everything. It's just a little fire in the candle, but it help me out of those darkness. Like a hope in the middle of desperation. I won't let anyone turn it off, And for me, the candle won't be exhausted, as long as you light it up. Do you mind? ;)

If one day you feel like crying, you can call me. I don't promise that i will make you laugh. But i can cry with you. 

If one day you want to run away, don't be afraid to call me. I don't promise to ask you stop. But i can run with you even though as not fast as you do.

If one day you don't want to listen to anyone. You can call me, i promise to be there for you. And i promise to be very quite.

Don't be fall and i won't let you fall. Keep being my encouragement, keep light up this whole world. Because i now you can do it. You can through it. Like i said before, take somebody to talk about it. Just let somebody know how do you feel and where are you lost. We love you and i love you. Keep smiling, my little fire in the candle.

Little Fire in The Candle