Directly and Indirectly

Farewell is something which we cant regret and deny. 2011 is a year which i have to learn about farewell which directly and indirectly. Allah is always fair, Allah never took this into under part of wheel of life too long, and so do that to took us into the highest part of wheel of life. And there's a time which we just walking in flat road and nobody in there. So this is my experience in 2011.

On October 2011, i had lost my lovely kittens for the first time. My cat named Kimble was maternity in the morning. I guess, it seems like at 4 O'clock and we're all know that it's too morning to get up. Nobody know she's was maternity. So, new four kittens was died because Kimble haven't know how to take care her baby yet. I felt so shock and sad, of course. Because the four of them have cute fur colours. I was so regret to know that. But, one day past, and another problem and happy time coming, i've forgot that problem. And that problem happened again last week. Kimble was maternity two baby on 13 January 2011. But her maternity have a problem, one of her child couldn't been born and me and my mother must help her to maternity her third baby. But, how poor of us, the third baby was died. Either the two of another baby. I'm so sad and that time was the first time i was crying under the rain. When my friend watched Theater ketupat's performence, i was crying in my own quite. And i hope your pray to Kimble's healthy, because i dont know why kimble still haven't to eat her food yet. i'm really worry about her. I dont wanna be lost another my pet. Ilove them like i love my family, like i love my bestfriends. I dont wanna lose them as i dont wanna lose my family and bestfiends. Anyone help me send a pray to Allah for Kimble's health? :')
So, this's my own experience which i called of directly farewell.

Today, one of my bestfriend was telling a story and asking to suggestion. Her problem was remind me that i almost lose my bestfriends. Firstly everything was clear, nothings bad happening. Until i've feeling dont wanna let them go, i've been over protective to them. I almost lose them, you know? All i know are over protective is not helping, and dont trust anyone like you trust your pet. Because a pet can not tell a human about your secret, but anybody can tell your secret. Dont loving someone like you love your self, because there's a time they're go, leave us behind. Dont hate someone too much, because they're might be your true friend or your soulmate. Everything which too much and too less isn't good for your life. Trust it! It's works! :p
Yeah, that's my own experience that i called indirectly farewell.

Nobody want a farewell, moreover in the farewell there's a love inside. It can be love to family, bestfriend, someone or yeah maybe you will miss your enemy. :p
But Dont look the worst part of it. See to forward, there're so many things wait you over there! New experience, new live, new challenge, and the important part is you nearer to your future and your ideals. Be patient everybody. We can work it out, together! Allah always with us, we can do it, we're the winner and this is our day! :D