Cry

Do you ever feel have nobody? although you have. But Everything make you feel like that. Just for know, i've tired for my way life. i was crying for many times of late. i feel i have nobody. like nobody arounded you. no one listen to you, care of you, looking for you, understand you, etc.
Wednesday, 09-11-2011. Today i was crying once more, inside. My best friends, my love, my family, everyone, they are make me go down and more down everyday. i'm tired for saylisten 'Whats happening? Are you okay? Oh god, you can tell me everything that you want to able to tell me' 
Look back! i'm standing by my self, no one understand, listen to me oh my god they are so far from word CARE. it was started by my love, he always being the first reason why my mood down fastly. After that, i just dont know why i feel my best friends gone. i miss them badly! :"(
The last was my family, i dont know why problems often coming of late. I'M FUCKING BROKEN!!! i dont know where i must to be. I cant tell them what i was feel. Just can lock my mouth, be quiet, and cry inside.

Why am i love the so damnly? why am i still care of them although the dont? why did i still listen to them?
I know they dont. do they need to doing that? for what? Hei THERE, i miss you so badly. :"(